happiness?

Ah. Long time no see. I miss blogging.

To be honest, college life is killing me and there's nothing i could do to help myself from bleeding into the sea of homeworks and projects. But the fact i'm ruined doesn't make me a peanut butter and jelly who stays at home for thousands of reasons. Fortunately I still have a life, tho.

These past few months, I mean years, no, hmm,
A year and 3 months?

Things been goin on, and i've been struggling a lot, i mean, really, A LOT. And the way things happened to me just make me think.. Its such a shame how people see things just for money. I mean, really, Haven't you all felt the same way? People are dying just for money, success is money and relates to happiness. but really, is it all that it is?

my point of view:
Happiness is not always about money, Duit tuh gak selamanya mewakili kebahagiaan lo.
Rich people, poor people, they're all the same. Not all poor people are suffering, instead of happy being enough. And not all rich people are lucky, sometimes when they have too much money, they will use it to buy expensive things, and yes they'll look fancy, but when they can buy everything, or when one of them got awarded as the fanciest person on earth, then what? is it useful? no. Someday we will die anyway. what's the point of having too much money if those money wouldn't be for good deeds or for benefaction to other people?

I mean, if your money just drills for your own good, you will stuck at some point. But if your money goes on for charity (for example), that kind of happiness will be evergreen.

Because all that matters is yourself. You can feel happy being with the right people around you, or when you help people, or maybe that feel of being enough and just don't need any excessive things to complete you. The controller of a happiness is only you. Money comes and goes, but happiness doesn't. Sometimes you might feel that your previous happiness has gone, but actually it hasn't, your previous happiness has just stored itself back down in your memory. So happiness never goes away.

If you're feeling miserable just because you don't have money, think about it. Money is just one of a billion trillion keys out there that could open up a door to happiness. it's not always money that could give you happiness. For one tiny example, have you heard about the landslide in Banjarnegara? Awful rite? And when you see those people crying, stumbling, struggling, seeing their family passed away, how did you feel? sad? angry? wanting to help? Help them then. You'll feel a glimpse of happiness the moment you helped them. Trust me.