Anorexia. a bad habit also a physical disease which caused dangerous actions.

nowadays, many girls want to be skinny or stuff don't they? a girl, sometimes ignores hunger or avoids carbohydrates nor proteins that could caused plenty of fats, so that her body becomes thinner than how it was supposed to be. honestly, i've had this experience once, but fortunately i've recovered soon enough. that's why i'm gonna write about this kind of disease. it's a disease, in spite of a bad habit, this has been recognized as a physical disease.


Anorexia, as known as "eating disorder" also causes metabolic and hormonal disorders. it seems normal when people are doing a diet programme, but in this case, the diet is too strict and they're exaggerating it. photo models nor runaway models do this kind of habit more often. it's dangerous actually, many models couldn't survive from this dangerous habit and faced death. by only eat apples and soup everyday and even sometimes throw it all up again after eating (this one is called 'bullemia'), their body couldn't bear it.

some of them were: 

1. Isabelle Caro

"French model and actress Isabelle Caro who became an international symbol for her struggle with anorexia has died at the age of 28"
although she represented a controversial billboard campaign about anorexia, she still didn't survive. only 68 lbs weighed when she's dead.

2. Hila Elmanich

"she was once a famous fashion model in the country."
On November 14, 2007, Elmalich died weighing under 27 kilograms (less than 60 pounds). She was 33 years old.

















3. Luisel Ramos

"On August 2, 2006 at about 9:15pm, Luisel Ramos died of heart failure while participating in a fashion show during Fashion Week in Montevideo, Uruguay."


based on the information, Luisel's father told the police she had gone days without eating.
















So, don't worry too much about your body. as long as you're healthy, keep it and don't do reckless things with it.

a memorable experience that had happened upon my family.

one thing that had made an over-whelming reaction and made huge changes in my family was my little brother and sister when they were still babies. i don't know why, but a thing that we(my fam and i) can't afford to forget is them. the anxiety has always whipping around and gathered all upon us, because they're now 10 years old and have grown up healthy and carefree. and i always write about this in every blog i make, the first one was in my tumblr. somehow this has been an experience that i always concern about and remember.

my little brother, farrel and my sister, flo. they had spent the entire 7 months together in my mother's tummy. cuma 7 bulan. pas lahir, mereka lahir premature, lahir gak normal soalnya cuma 7 bulan. pas baru banget lahir, dokter udah warned papa kalo kemungkinan flo & farrel buat hidup cuma 40%. papa sengaja gak ngasih tau mama pas itu, soalnya kalo mama tau pasti bakal histeris.

pas lahir, flo farrel kecil banget, kira2 panjang badannya gak lebih panjang dari botol bir. berat mereka cuma 1 kilogram pas. mereka lahir dalam keadaan buta, tulang masih over-lunak, telinga blm berfungsi, paru-paru dan jantungnya juga belum sempurna. everybody who saw them was all turned into tears back then.

flo & farrel akhirnya di icu & di inkubator selama 3 bulan. tiap hari, mereka di sempurnain tubuhnya. mata mereka dibuka dan di laser, kalo engga bakal buta. mereka juga di terapi tulangnya, kalo engga bakal lumpuh. karena alat pencernaan mereka belum sempurna, mereka minum susu lewat selang yg dimasukin lewat pusar selama 1,5 bulan, fungsinya sama kayak tali pusar di perut ibu, karna emang seharusnya pas bulan segitu mereka masih di perut mama jadi semuanya dibuat persis kayak sistem kehamilan diluar perut. badan mereka penuh suntikan, sampe dikepala juga disuntik. semua orang yg ke icu pasti ngeliatin flo & farrel, terus pada kepo nanya itu kenapa ke suster2 di icu. emang sih kasian banget kalo diliat 1 badan suntikan semua, gue juga kalo bukan kakaknya bakal kepo ngeliatin..

farrel (2 bln di inkubator)

flo (2 bln di inkubator)

but finally, the 40% life-chance was turned into 100%. the doctor himself, was utterly confused and didn't believe that his work could brought an amazing outcome. 

just weeks ago, my father read a newspaper and there was a column about a 5 yr-old boy who was a premature baby that couldn't be saved and he's blind eversince. therefore, my family was extremely thankful to dr. idham because without all of his effort back then, probably my little siblings could've been the same..

and now....

farrel

florean

mereka sehat. sangat sehat malah.. 
/hamdalah/ 

bye!

first greet.

hola. i've just learnt that hola uses h.
pengen punya blog lg & baru sempet buat skrg.
terus mumpung skrg lg libur.. i've decided to make a new blog,
instead of watching dvds all day.
because i'm running out of dvds now.
dan males beli lagi.


i'll write about certain things, about what happened including special things that i might want to share. in addition, there are things that i'm interested in and i frequently browse. therefore, i ought to write them on because in my opinion, they're kinda useful (i guess so). it is good to share useful stuff, isn't it?


oh yes, and check out my tumblr (but it hasn't been taken care of in ages) //besides, there are only photos in my tumblr anyways, --> nadhirafidelia.tumblr.com


i hope you'll enjoy & it's finally starting :-)