i have words, thus i type: a memorable experience that had happened upon my family.

one thing that had made an over-whelming reaction and made huge changes in my family was my little brother and sister when they were still babies. i don't know why, but a thing that we(my fam and i) can't afford to forget is them. the anxiety has always whipping around and gathered all upon us, because they're now 10 years old and have grown up healthy and carefree. and i always write about this in every blog i make, the first one was in my tumblr. somehow this has been an experience that i always concern about and remember.

my little brother, farrel and my sister, flo. they had spent the entire 7 months together in my mother's tummy. cuma 7 bulan. pas lahir, mereka lahir premature, lahir gak normal soalnya cuma 7 bulan. pas baru banget lahir, dokter udah warned papa kalo kemungkinan flo & farrel buat hidup cuma 40%. papa sengaja gak ngasih tau mama pas itu, soalnya kalo mama tau pasti bakal histeris.

pas lahir, flo farrel kecil banget, kira2 panjang badannya gak lebih panjang dari botol bir. berat mereka cuma 1 kilogram pas. mereka lahir dalam keadaan buta, tulang masih over-lunak, telinga blm berfungsi, paru-paru dan jantungnya juga belum sempurna. everybody who saw them was all turned into tears back then.

flo & farrel akhirnya di icu & di inkubator selama 3 bulan. tiap hari, mereka di sempurnain tubuhnya. mata mereka dibuka dan di laser, kalo engga bakal buta. mereka juga di terapi tulangnya, kalo engga bakal lumpuh. karena alat pencernaan mereka belum sempurna, mereka minum susu lewat selang yg dimasukin lewat pusar selama 1,5 bulan, fungsinya sama kayak tali pusar di perut ibu, karna emang seharusnya pas bulan segitu mereka masih di perut mama jadi semuanya dibuat persis kayak sistem kehamilan diluar perut. badan mereka penuh suntikan, sampe dikepala juga disuntik. semua orang yg ke icu pasti ngeliatin flo & farrel, terus pada kepo nanya itu kenapa ke suster2 di icu. emang sih kasian banget kalo diliat 1 badan suntikan semua, gue juga kalo bukan kakaknya bakal kepo ngeliatin..

farrel (2 bln di inkubator)

flo (2 bln di inkubator)

but finally, the 40% life-chance was turned into 100%. the doctor himself, was utterly confused and didn't believe that his work could brought an amazing outcome.

just weeks ago, my father read a newspaper and there was a column about a 5 yr-old boy who was a premature baby that couldn't be saved and he's blind eversince. therefore, my family was extremely thankful to dr. idham because without all of his effort back then, probably my little siblings could've been the same..

and now....