i really really really don't know what to do right now.

konbanwa! hi. long time no post.
as you see.....as the title says.......as you know........
i really really really really am supre hipre bored right now. don't know what to do what to write what to eat even what to do for myself to sleep. i feel like im in an insomnia phase right now. i couldn't sleep til midnight lately eventho i have to wake up at 4 to eat sahur. oh yes! im fasting, it's ramadhan people :D


so for now i'll type anything that i want to type. im a typehig and i don't even know what typehig is. i should tell you this before i start...maaf kalo kali ini supre bacot & gak berbobot samasekali hoho manusiawi!
ok i'll start.. first is, home sweet home. don't know why i typed it its like my fingers typed on their own. don't even know what that really means also.
hmm what else...right now fyi i haven't pressed the delete/erase button on my keyboard even once, i guess i'm spilling all out now. oh yes the truth is i've been watching japanese series recently because i really love their language and i want to learn japanese and show it off to my mom..because her japanese is really good and as i know she had lived in japan for years when she's still in school, but i really hate it because she never admit that she's good in it but unfortunately my uncles and auntie said that my mom's really good, so what else i could do beside watching japanese movies? the stories are pretty good though...no regrets for watching it :p
what else huh.. oh yes my auntie has 5 cats. and one of them has babies and i really want one :( but my mom refused it because...... ok let me tell you this endless story.


when i was 8 or something i guess, i had this gold-normal like and the truth is i didn't really know what type my cat was.
so, this cat was named bule and he's a boy, my dad bought him in bandung
and i loved bule so much. until one day when i just got home from school and called his name like i did everyday at that time, but he didn't answer a voice. he disappeared.
until 3 years later...i was eleven. i was randomly talking with my family about having pets at home (?) and all of a sudden.......i guessed my mom was slipped out of words or sumthin and she said 'ah gamau punya kucing lagi males buangnya lagi' and suddenly i was extremely freaked out and silent and calmly asked (sbnrnya gak calm samsek) 'maksudnya ma?' and mama was freaked out too as i could see from her face and she said 'yah keceplosan' and she explained everything. nicely everything...here are her explanations:


my little sister (flo) who was just like 2 years old when bule hasn't disappeared, had an asthma (until now actually) and bule peed on flo's bed..unfortunately he didn't have any special training as my family didn't give enough attention to him and i was still a kid so i couldn't do any trainings for him.
so, its pretty obvious that flo's asthma had gone bad at that time because of bule's pee. so mama casted bule off without asking or telling me anything by putting bule on random street.


turns out it has and end so its not that endless i'd say
thats all i'm sleepy now, oyasumi (have a good sleep)!!