Just One Random Thought Under The Moonlight.

Drenched with the idea about how things would be like in 10 years from now -- really spins my head off.

Seeing the moon, makes me want to eat it.
Perfect round, beautiful light, touched up by the innocent feel,
And its surroundings--looks like my favourite soft vanilla biscuit, with chocolate chips on top.

Suddenly a thought came to mind..

I am currently blessed by having my tremendously lovable family by my side who always support me in every situation I'm in, and these two uproarious friends beside me who always remind me to study hard for the sake of my scores, plus a group of some annoying zebras who always laugh their asses off, always surrounded by great times with their exceptionally odd laptop games but still, they are unexpectedly loving at the same time--I assume, a really kind and trustworthy friend whose boyfriend is my colleague and also one of the zebras I mentioned, and last but not least, this special man to the heart who always spares his time for me (for both of us) whenever needed, the only man whom I gave a place among places in my outmoded heart. (Not included my dad and little brother obviously, that would be three)

This question has been spinning inside my head for a while and I'm about to pour this out,

"Will I be ready to face the future changes of my current life state?"
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I shall answer someday.
And I'm looking forward to that day.

Untuk Kamu, Dari Aku.

"Suaramu yang khas selalu menarik perhatianku,
Candamu yang kadang tak umum, menjadi daya tarik utamamu,
Senyumanmu, menyembuhkan penyakit hati,
Kesabaranmu, menjadi kekuatan yang membentengi perpecahan,
Keikhlasanmu, membuat kita saling memaafkan.

Serta keseluruhan dirimu,

yang selalu membuatku –

ingin menjadi manusia –

yang bisa memperbaiki diri,

untuk menjadi lebih baik –

dari hari ke hari."

Dwangga Rizky Nugraha
10 Mei 2015

Frozen In Time

'We can't see the future, but we can foresee it.'

The moment my fingers slightly touched the strings,

that deep sound, full of sorrow,

I couldn't bare to finish the song.

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This hopeless scent, 

no, 

faint scent of my breath,

hitting the wall 'til it cracked.

'Oh, is this how it feels to be left alone?'

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I'm feeling it now.

To see the rain falling and flowing on the other side of the window,

dark petal it is, I wish it was snow.

Crystal clear-- the sound of the rain,

slowly, stealthy, competing my tears.

Open the door, the furious wind invaded towards me.

I know it'd harm me but I need fresh air,

'cause the cracked wall throttled me, 

I helplessly feel uneasy.

'Ah, so this is how rain feels like'

So cold, yet so gentle,

Soaking my clothes and my trembling body.

Tastes like lemonade, 

or maybe my tongue's already tasted too much tears.

Look up, I can see the unclear sky.

no birds, or stars, because it's raining I can tell.

Such a dark, pitch black, lonely sky,
yet I'm still questioning something unforgivable,

'Are they looking at the same lonely sky right now?'

Perhaps our lonely skies are connected after all.

Yes, it sucks.

I just don't understand anymore,

how life can be so cruel sometimes.

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so cruel, it freezes me.